I'd say it was an above par second kiss.

His mating hormones permeated the air.. He was going to press his scent into me on every surface of my body, Marking me in a different way. Canines slid from his mouth, exciting my wolf and hers slid out as well.

He was hard against the thin material between my thighs, already moist.. pressing himself into me harder and I could feel that he had slipped out of his boxers... his flesh touching my inner thigh.. sending a shiver up my spine. Pleasure.Taking my bottom lip between his teeth, he sucked on it one last time, canines nicking my lip a little before taking my shirt I was wearing, which was his, and pulling it up, over my head and off my body in one swift movement, discarding it on the ground next to us. My breathing picked up as I stared up at him with my wolf's eyes. All my senses coming at me in vast amounts as my wolf dominated my body with her own needs and wants. His eyes such a vibrant honey gold now, dilated as he took in my bareness.. Appreciative rumbles released from his chest, vibrating between us. My greedy eyes roved over his torso, the muscles clenching in his abdomen spurring my wolf on, liking what she saw. I liked it as well. Moving my gaze up, his wolf in control, was staring down at me with desire.. Jaw clenched, arms straining.. Taking deep breaths in.. Smelling me.

He leaned down, pressing his nose into my neck, taking in my scent. Engulfing me .. imprinting it to his memory as my wolf did the same to him. The pheromones from my arrousal saturated the air around us. All you could smell was us.

His tongue flicked out, catching the soft flesh of my throat, sucking it in between his teeth, biting it softly. I threw my head back, moaning at his touch as his hand gently came up, caressing my left breast.. Fingers rubbing down.. brushing against a peaked bud. I was pressing myself against him, feeling his hips thrust against me as I rocked while his mouth assaulted my hot tingling skin.

He moved down my body, tasting flesh in his wake. kneeling between my legs now, my knees falling apart to the sides, putting myself on full display, apart from the lace which covered my virtue. Fingers splayed across my ribs as his mouth sucked the skin of my breast hard.. Leaving love bites all around the flesh before taking a bud in his mouth and making it his. Teeth bit down gently making my tremble. He repeated the same action to the other making me buck against him with a need. He kept rocking against me, faster. His tongue skated down my stomach, biting flesh softly as he went.. my back raising off the ground. Teeth scraped against my skin leaving trails of red and I felt an unfamiliar pull inside me.. Like a wave bursting to crash on the shore.

With my nails in his shoulders, long scratches along his back that the wolf couldnt help but to leave, he pressed his cheek on my stomach and rubbed it against me, putting his scent on me. His mouth came to latch against my hip bone, the pressure between my legs, against my core, gone. My wolf whined, wanting her mate back between her.

He paused, his eyes finding ours.. knowing what she wanted. What we wanted, before positioning himself back between us. He rocked fast, rubbing against me. Mewls escaped my mouth.. the wolf feeling so entranced.. my legs pulling back to wrap around him. His thumb dipping between us, rubbing against my bundle of nerves had me panting.. Gasping for air as the waves of what I assume to be a release, built up, ready to crash over me. Claws coming out of my nail beds once more to dig into his skin, holding him to me.

A growl vibrated out from his chest to mine.. Low and warning. His mouth quickly latched onto mine in a frenzy, our wolves enjoying playing with each other in human form.. Pushing us for more.

Rumbles from his throat into my mouth with every rocking motion had my back arching, every movement from his thumb sending me spiraling upward out of my body. I threw my head back, breaking the kiss before coming apart beneath him as he did the same above me.. exquisite release.

His wolf was fighting him at the end, trying to take over... to mark me. I watched as fur lanced through his pores like sharp quills.. Bones snapping above me before realigning. My own wolf was spurring me to mark him as well, his scent on my stomach coming out strong.. We wanted each other as we both crackled and shifted on the ground.

Pressing my hands to my head, shouting inside my mind for my wolf to come back to me... she came back, her hunger now sated. I forced her in her den.. the corner of my mind.. Locking her inside myself.

A moment later, our skin sides having taken control, were staring at each other, him hovering over me.. eyes wide, our chests heaving, heavy breathing. He looked down between us at my spent body, eyes closing, head falling in shame.

"I'm sorry" it came out weak. He was anything but weak. Except around me.

"I'm sorry too." I gazed at him in embarassment. We were both ashamed. Our wolves got the best of us. He peered back up at me... his eyss lingering on every mark my skin bore.

"But I don't regret it." His words were honest. He didn't regret what we did... Just the fact that he allowed his wolf to break through. It showed he lacked control.

I watched as he leaned up, unzipping a backpack behind him and taking out a tissue, wiping his arousal off my stomach before wrapping it in a plastic bag, probably to bury it to keep away from nosey wolves who might come across it with our scent on it.

"I need to get dressed." I made a move to get up but he stopped me. "Wait. We need to get into the water before you go back to the pack house. Here." He handed me a bottle of body wash.. Neutral scented. I wonder if Grace has been here...

"Has she been here?" My curiosity got the best of me. He shook his head, eyes meeting mine. "No. Never." Truth.

I nodded before pulling myself up and stepping out into the Forrest, ready to wash his scent away that the wolf so lovingly put into me and head back to the pack house. I didn't try to cover myself.. I still had my panties on and he had already seen my body. There's no such thing as modesty among wolves.. With mates it's different because we pay attention to detail but there was nothing for me to be embarrassed about. Its just skin.

The tent was set so close to the waters edge. I scanned the horizon, feeling the heat from his body envelop me as he stood behind me. "Where are we?"

He pointed to the left, nothing but miles long of lake in the distance. We were sheltered under an alcove type area with dense trees shading us from the waters view. "Down that way a few miles is the pack house. We are on neutral territory."

I whipped around to face him. "Were not on the pack lands?" My eyes became huge. It was dangerous for wolves to stay in neautral zones.. Anything could happen... Hunters.. Rogues.. Anything.

He pulled me into him, my bare chest pressing into his. "Hey its alright. Nothing is going to happen. I'm here with you. Just get in the water ok?" He rubbed my back soothingly before I nodded and pulled away, ducking low and hopping into the water. Glancing down at my body, the water only came to my hips, the rest of my torso showing..

Red love bites all over my torso.. Canine marks down my stomach .. Claw marks on my sides. His scent was rubbed into my skin. It would be hard to get off. "Zaryn... Really?" I gave him a look of disbelief . he cringed a little before saying he was sorry again. I slid my panties off under the water and balled them up, throwing them to the bank. They were ruined.

He climbed into the water with me, taking the soap from my hands. He poured some Into his palm before handing it back to me, eyes glued to my form, looking at me with pride over his markings. I rolled my eyes, sinking down into the water, away from his curious blue skies.

This was going to hurt later... Thinking about this moment we shared.. Our wolves shared, while he is sitting next to Grace.. My brothers mate.

My poor brother... I need to go check on him.. And Deacon.

Guilt seeped into my veins as my mind begin to forget the moment we just shared together and remembered the things my mate has done.. My mate. Nic was there for me last night and now its my turn to be there for him but I wasn't. I need to go to him.. Talk to him. There's no words to describe what he was feeling.

I felt guilty for even enjoying myself with him just a moment ago... Guilty because of all the pain I've been put through the last few weeks and here I am, sharing intimate moments with my mate... My mate who is the father to another she wolf's pup..

Our wolves were going to be a problem...

I closed my eyes, taking in a deep breath before sinking under the water. I was floating just under the surface... Feeling so light weight.. I wish I could just float like this forever and never have to go back home. I wish Grace would disappear and the pup right along with her.. None of this is my fault except falling into the tide of the mate bond, letting it pull me together with Zaryn for a few moment of abandonment.. Forgetting everything. Thanks to our wolves. The only way to ensure it wouldn't happen again would be to stay away.

Its one thing to know your mate and know he's having a pup with another... But a different thing all together to feel something for that mate... I didn't want to mess around and Start feeling more emotions than what the bond allowed. That would cause a disaster..