I could smell his arousal just from watching me, eyes lingering over my curves..

Our eyes met and something inside me wanted to be next to him now that the anger was fading.. It would cone back but right now was a moment that time had stopped. ..

He continued as I sat next to him in a chair. Eyes locked on mine

"I always thought you were so cute. Even when you were young."

As did I.. I always had a crush on Zaryn but pretended to think he was gross. Something kids just do.

"Nova I remember on your 15th birthday, after I had come home from training for the summer to discover you had grown so much... Filled out in all the right places.. I found you attractive to me. I know I was already 19 but I couldnt help but feel drawn to you even then. As sick as it may sound.. I always watched you with a fondness." His glassy eyes spoke of truth..

I studied his features.. His angular jaw and sculpted cheek bones. He was a work of art. But why did it have to be him?

Nodding, I felt myself wanting to be honest with him... The bond tugging at our invisible strings. "So was I. I had a crush on you forever.. I just would never admit it."

He smiled bright, making my heart stop then accelerate at the same time. His teeth were bared but in a smile of happiness, not one of a threatening promise.

Suddenly tingles shot through my hand, running up my body straight to my core as I took in a breath..His dilated eyes told me he felt what I did.

The reactions we couldn't resist.. The attraction to each other. A low growl erupted from his chest.. One that desired something that only I could give.

Without warning, his hands reached over, grabbing my waist and pulling me on top of him so I straddled his waist. My eyes grew big, realizing what he had just done but the warm large hands caressing my back quickly dismissed any thoughts of running away as I stared down into those eyes... Swimming .. Drowning in need and want.

He pressed down on me, one hand gliding up to cup the back of my neck as he pulled me down to him. I couldn't stop even if I tried. The wolf in me surged forward but stayed behind my mind. She just wanted a taste of our mates skin..

Tingles exploded inside me once our lips pressed together, causing us both to suck in air. Hand on my ass, one knotted in my hair, I felt his hardness beneath me as his lips devoured mine in a hasty desire. I responded, rocking against him involuntarily, letting his tongue enter my mouth and taste me. A low rumble was consumed by my mouth on his followed by my own needy moan.

My first kiss.

My eyes snapped open when i realized what I was doing but my wolf wanted him. She wanted him for ourselves.

Pulling away, he could see my now bright golden green eyes.. Knowing what my wolf wanted.

His canines came out as did mine. I was staring right into his wolfs eyes. No human lingered in the forefront of our minds. Aggressively, his hands brought me down to him and flipped me so I lie underneath.. I was screaming to take control over the situation but the wolf side was having none of that.

I felt his lips on my neck, his warm breath making me shiver in delight. A warm sensation that sparked inside my belly had my legs clenching around him as his tongue tasted my skin before the sharp scrape of teeth caused a low moan to escape me. He pulled the tender flesh into his mouth, sucking on it before sliding his fangs against it, preparing to make me his.

Suddenly my thoughts went to that pregnant female and My wolf bared her teeth at me in my head, allowing me to come back to reality and I ripped away from his hold

"Zaryn stop! Your pup!" I panted, the tingles still there, buzzing around inside me.

He snapped back to reality, looking down at me with wide eyes as he backed away slowly. "I-im sorry." He whispered. .

I made to get up and away from him but he rolled us so we were side by side, his arms around me pressing my chest into His. He brought his nose to My neck, inhaling deeply with a sigh.

I struggled to get away. This was wrong...

"Please. Please just let me hold you. It may be the only time I get to. Please let me" he pleaded with tears in his eyes. Nothing will make a male fall weak than his mate...

I relented with a sigh, allowing him to hold me as I held him, taking in His scent. Remembering it. I could pretend for one moment that none of this was real.. That I was just here with my mate. This would be the last time I see him for a while.

I won't let myself be around him anymore.

We lay like that for an hour. Just holding each other... Not talking, just crying in each others arms over his shame and betrayal and my Shame and sadness. . He felt so good against me. My body craved him. To feel him. Everywhere.

As soon as he passed out from the meds, I withdrew from his arms trying to dry my eyes as I left him in that room. Closing the door softly, I took a shaky breath and went to the other room , raising my hand to knock, the anger rushed back to me at the request that Zaryn had bid to his father...

How dare he.

Damn bond ..

"Come in" Decaon croaked.

As I entered, his eyes narrowed at me.

"You went to see my brother first. His smell is all over you.." He was angry.